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Introduction to the terror I experienced as a mental health patient in housing
In 2015, I entered into a program called Contra Costa Behavioral Health Program in Martinez, CA. The program was intense, consuming most of my time. Previously, I stayed independently in a condo in Pittsburg, CA, without housing, while working, and in my studies of health and technology.
I experienced many terrifying situations in my condo near a mental health clinic and college. I now realize the world around me is the ones that are disease-ridden and schizophrenic, as it pertains to the carnal sinners that see me in their head and are reactive to my every move like the walking dead. How is it not a carnal sin to watch a young woman struggling and in danger? Various experiences were deadly, leading to crime in the world as an informant led me astray from a clean path. The medicine led me to make poor decisions and endangered me. Many blood draws put this world in a trance, including myself and the police. I reached out for help; however, my implementations and reports only demonstrated their informants had not infected me by the parasites, the bird flu, the AIDS, the intention of acts on a child, or any imprisonment that forms long pill call lines.
The housing I received during my years in the Behavioral Health Program was forceful. The housing was toxic as rats and roaches infected the apartment. I recall the two hot water heaters illegally in my apartment as faces passed. The conditions of the housing placement were unhealthy and stressful. When I released my bowels, I could see the gases and lasers, as well as smell the gases in the air. In one situation, many different tenants continuously moved in and out of the apartment complex underneath me, doing indirect jargons, even smoking marijuana with dogs barking, smelling up the walkway. In addition, to that, one tenant even pressed their body against me, speaking very aggressively. All of these things were very provoking and disturbing to experience for a mental health patient. I had to make sure that their intentions on getting a reaction did not prevail as I decided to detach myself from the situation without anger. I learned how to detach from anger during an anger management course I took at Kaiser Permanente hospital. When I detached myself from the situation before anger arrives, it became a trying time for me; however, the intentions were reality, not a delusion or paranoia. I then turned over my lease disregarding how I would survive on a fix income out of my housing horror apartment. I had to use my womanly intuition to save my life, my prosperity, and stop others from crossing the line with my health and safety. I was in a bind yet naive being over-medicated; the case manager who said she got me the housing often would pronounce she had cancer. Cancer means that individual has full-blown AIDS people with HIV develop Cancer. I recall her kissing and touching, hugging and grabbing me. The case manager was violating HIPAA laws.
The housing apartment was toxic and illegal for the case manager to be found a trustworthy person as well; she was bewitching and belittling and diseased. The housing was not a blessing but a binary number safe haven to universally transmit viruses to uplift and falsely purify cancer, pedophiles, and parasites all over the world that cursed me, my ancestry, and this Country for New Jim Crow and Browns vs. Ferguson and Wade Reproduction Act. These Acts all allow so many impure people to dwell around Godly people to bully and spread their viruses as they bark up my tree to manifest referred to as stalking. I questioned why a side effect of the medicine is upper respiratory tract infections during a national crisis that allows for communicable diseases like Corona virus to be infused into my respiratory as a person with lungs to transmit the virus to other godly people. My back is against the wall, I'm in danger; can anybody help me in a positive light, I wonder? As they grab my arm and force me to be injected, people are dying, I am losing my finances surrounded by informants and the evil intentions of cancer patient's pedophiles and parasites invading me every day.
The terror I have experience is real. The terror affects so many lives, not just mine.
Can you see how the causes may harm you and people you care about as well?
Looking for housing can be a challenge on a fixed income or even working. In the San Francisco Bay Area, they require three times the rent income. There is no rent control and, in most cases, the homes for sale are not of value to the market rate value and their condition.
Housing is a touching mental health concern very disturbing depressing, stressful and anxiety-provoking. Mental health systems help and support informants like themselves but for myself and others like me, false pretense arises, and help means to harm for the pretenses of wellness of a diverse culture of extraterrestrials that are carnal sinners creating an illusion of their appearance through the medication and inhabitable properties draining pocketbooks increasing mental health signs and symptoms in many lives.
Suffering should never be an option for a godly mental health patient. Mental health patients already are exposed to so many conditions of their side effects and symptoms of mental health disorders; they should not live in a terror attack like I have in housing. Anybody, even those without mental illness, can experience dangerous provoking experiences brought on by others such as informants surrounding you as a neighbor or property manager. I had an option to leave to detach even if there is no other solution for my housing.
Standing strong and taking a non-violence approach to detach in the events is enough to insure you will find a way if you are in danger and suppressed in your finances and health.
Please reach out to me if you would like to hear more about my experiences or if you have questions looking for a descriptive response about mental health concerns. I will be happy to support you from my lived experience to prevent setbacks and delays in housing and health and wellness.
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